Congatulations In Arabic

My point of dementia is evident in this cold dark ...
do not know who I am, not where I go ...
'm just mazoquista cornered in my subconscious that binds me and yet to deny ke?
I love ...
victim of my own poison ...
cornered in my own game ...
only I am air ... ... Ke
contaminated water should not drink and still do ...
but the sins are "bad" and yet all sinners somo ...
is true that it becomes tempting forbidden ... ha!